JUNOON'S......' NO MORE '

Welll junoon is bak !
I wanted to listen this song , but i hadn't its copy in my PC. A bit hopelessly i hit a search on google for it ...And much for my surprise i found it on the very first page ! For the last 2 hours i am listening this song and i fear my room-mate will kill or push me outta room if wont stop listening it in next five minutes! .........

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NO MORE

Pulverized

innocent

The magnificent

To a cloud of dust And I breathe it in

I’m here

I’m still breathing

But we’ll never be the same

This utopian game

Gods and markets

But later for blame

We’ve been pulverized

Steel and stoneGypsum and bone

Now dustDrifting homeward

Over New York skies

The deadAlive

In the dustIn my lungs

\Ash on my head

Through my windows

On my floor

They say you’re missing

You’re missing no more

No more

I’m Breathing

Breathing you in

I’m here

Still breathing

Breathing you in

I can’t believe this

I’m breathing you in

NO MORE

I Really forget Things !

Today when i looked at my previous post i found/discovered that i had missed to write the correct spellings of FORGET. Also in the first line i forgot to write "is" LOLz (i love to write lolz rather than lol...because it sounds well).

And i hav to edit my post ! i wrote all wrong , in the couple of lines above just see the blunder i have made!
Dont know where is my mind these days!

Weather is changed . I love this weather. The departing winter and summer are the only two times in the whole year about which i think should last for ever.I have come to this conclusion after thinking for about 2 or 3 years.Before this i had not any idea/clue about my favourite weather.Bur finally now i have convinced myself about it .
It rained yesterday night, better to say in the morning today before sehri .I was expecting the weather to become more cold but at the moment i don't feel so...!.

I Forget thigs....

I for get things.In last fifteen days it for the second time i have forgotten my soap in wash-room ! some one picked it form there .i can't understand the psychology of these soap-lifters.And now i am suffering .

3 days ago ,when i had to come bak from home to bwp ,i made a list of things that i had to put in my bag .
i not only missed some things to include in the list but also did not read it carefully ! and missed some other items as well !
\Perhaps wandering thoughts /delusional ramblings wat ever are responsible for this !
i should try to pull myself out of this situation ......\!

And this black color for blog is suitable ....i think ......i can bear it for umpteenth time without ranting /raving .

Random thought of the day :

Of all the places on earth, why am I in Pakistan, Oh God Almighty??

Atlast bloody speed opened editor

Working with the less powerful processors tied with slow RAMS …huh …Too hard to sit on the seat and waiting for ‘even ’ note pad to open …which takes 20 or 30 seconds!
When you press enter there is a noticeable pause taken by the blinking cursor to move onto the next line
Well not to speak of other hard ware! Keyboard is also faulty! Shift key that’s just below the main enter key is faulty! So I have to use the other one to which I am not used to!

Now about speed of net…. Huh, …bloody speed ……even messenger does not sign in ..And if it does than u don’t know when/at which time it may disconnect again, above all the green icon still remains green …that makes u thinking u are online but actually u r not! Only when u try to send message or change nick then u come to know about that bloody service which is not available at the very moment!

These are the reasons I hate to use net In cafes…And I am typing this post in text pad….i am not sure whether I will be able to get it posted or not !

As karachi-ities are uncertain/afraid of power failures, I am afraid of disconnection/slow speed.
Today I don’t wanna write anything else. By now there are not any signs that I will be able to get this post uploaded …perhaps today is a No-post /world wide wait day .

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And finally now I made it .

Naqi's Birthday

Today is a special day .........Today is the birth day of my friend Naqi !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAQI !

AND MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY .

WISHING YOU A HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS FUTURE.

Naqi and i had been togather at government college for two years! And no doubt We had a very good time there !I can still see him online !

(Now i must tell him to see the page as well )

Damned window 98

Well for more than an hour i am trying to download " hello" software for adding pics on blog, but in vain ! I cant understand where does the downloadd file go in my system! I have seen it in programme files ,also searched it in my documents folder but it is no where ! Rather a link saying :resume download appears on the desktop .And when i try to hit it ,nothing happens except download bar flashes with the words :100% complete and then disappears ! well ....i think it is not possible to maintain a blog when you re using net in cafe'! and atlast i gave up ! Just thinking of that ! Badar is with me right now and we are the only 2 souls in the cafe at the moment ! Both busy in their own jobs ! Today when i signed in my messenger nobody was online except badar and we kept on chatting with each other (he was sitting just behind me).. me : hi badar : hi bak me:asl badar :24 m bwp me:do we know each other ? badar:perhaps ....i am in iub me:oh ....me too me: in which class>? badar : passing out class me: oh i am also from those ! .................................... .................................. .................................. And in this way we kept on talking for about 20 minutes ....lolz ! how stupid/idiot we are . But afterwards we both got busy ......and now after typing and finishing with this post i will try to read some norwegian script ! despite knowing it's ABC ...Lets see is it possible or not !!!!!!!!!!

Discovered to apply skins!

So, atlast after trying trying and trying willingly/non-seriously i some how found out the way to change the skins. A tid bit of html is necessary to adjust some features according to your requirement for versatility.And i know it! I changed a skin just to check how does it look ...but had to edit its code so i prefered to put it off. Now in the present skin i dont like these square boxes in which the text appears .i will change it soon .

Months ago Zubair downloaded a book on html. He got busy in matlab but i did a few tutorials from that book .I had plans to further continue but my hard disk crashed /went outta order /perhaps it had some breakage inside due to shock. And that was an end for my html !

Today at iftar , Jasim and i had decided to iftar simply .No samosaas, no pakooraas. ahmm but we could smell samosay and pakoray being fried.It was much enough to make us mad .And we were very tempted to lose our appetite before dinner ...ahh ....and we did . As a result a feeling of heaviness after dinner ! lolz.
Now again Jasim and i have decided again not to.................. u can guess..... wat !!!!!!

I missed kasak .only bcoz i dont like to sit in the mucky/smelly mess .When u get out of the mess you feel the smell of onions/garlic.....and of-course of the saalan (better to use this word here coz it sounds well :saalan.So prononce smartly. ) from your clothes .....damn it ..Better not to see drama at that cost .It is not that easy to wash clothes in hostel !

That pink was irritating so got rid of it .I must learn how to apply blog skins.

i am relax

so i dont know the reason why i am that relax! I dont hav any tensions.I am surprised myself !No tensions of project, not about anything else !
I reached from lahore yesterday.Yesterday night this time i was having a symptuous dinner at Bashir ki fry machli at mozang ! while i am typing down these words my mouth is watering and my taste buds can still feel that taste of fried fish! Bashir has a big name in lahore .
well then i departed for bahawalpur at 10 pm sharp.In the coach a third rated stupid indian film with a bogus story was on the show which i did not bother to watch .And now i think that i was right . anyway reched here at 4 am , got the rikshaw and reached hostel .......and as the story should be, i did with my sehri ,took bath ,offered prayer and went to sleep .
Still remember the time when jasim was my room-mate .He used to bring sehri for me in room !But i was such a sluggish that i never bothered to even wash my hands or rinse the mouth !Rather than sitting on the bed i used to eat while lying in the char-pie.How sluggish !
Attended the networking lab at 10 pm .It really seems cool to work with the CISCO routers and switches. U start feeling that u are doing something worth its name !And it is !!
Have u ever noticed about the messeges in the browser like :server is down/up ,status on ,building configuration for router/switch etc etc !Well we have to do it all in that lab which is interesting as well !
hmm ...just watched out kasak ...i missed its yesterdays episode ...so today was the 5th one !dont know whether i will watch tomorrow's episode or not ..!but drama is really a classic !

Well Ramadan is bak! Time flies away ! It seems we just bade Ramadan good bye yesterday and it is bak again !Days and nights keep on rolloing, The pages of calander keep on turning over , and in this way one long year of 12 months is gone! We are so much absorbed in our routine that IT is Ramadan that awakes us and opens our eyes tthat one year is gone quietly , without letting us to notice about it !

At home i hav nothing to do except to sit in front of tv and kill the time !
In ramadan my metabolism gets lightening-like fast .My stomach starts rumbling at 12 0' clok in the noon !and count down starts .....5 hours to go ....4..3..2..1....now 3o mins to go .....20 ...10 ...5 and finally 1 more left only ....and there goes the siren! Thanks to ALLAH ...one more roza to my score!

Well i broke the thread ...i was talking about PTV. It is broadcasting its oldy goldy classic dramas these days like Sonahray din, Kask, Zaib-un-nisa...this is the only second reason which keeps me hooked with PTV....the fiest being i hav very limited choice to zap through the channels !lolz

Otherwise PTV has nothing to show except commercials of family planning and some products of feminine use!
authorities think that population of pakistan is of bacterias which is multiplying and doubling every second ...lolz
They must think on it !
Naqi u can disagree ! U hav the right !

And finally i got 1 comment, the very first comment on my blog ! Thank you Sajjad !
i am happy that u r reading !

Our lab is postponded till thursday ! cheers !
All for now ~!!!!!!

Despite knowing that i had to go to some place, I didn't !
Yesterday night i had a fone cll frm mamoos home while i was wandering aimlessly on circular road !

when today monring when i dailed bak i ws informed ab a messege of my father "why u had'nt been there by now? Dont u hav any sense?"

I was told ab it in such a cold tone that i couldn't stop myself feeling a cold wave travelling from my head through the spine down to the feet !!!!!!!
****Bang in my head *****
It was all enough to bring me bak into my senses ! as my mind was on seventh heaven from many days ! it came bak down to the earth in no time !
But i am still in the cafe .......i will be on that directed place tomorrow morning .....INSHA ALLAH .

Another interesting thing that happened today:

we were in our so called cinema ( room in hostel) ,watching a famous indian movie,that ws slowly pacing towards its climax, it was "mama bear " one of our friends..........
Yes who is on the door ?
" Mr. owner {cinema owner) open the door ...ur father is here".A bang in our mind !
we started staring each other's flat faces .it took us amost 10 seconds to realiza the situation....!


THE reflexes :
1] Jet audio paused .
2] escped key pressed.
3] window shut down ........enter key striken .....shut down confirmed ...screen went dark!

A pin drop silence...........we could feel our hearts beating at thier max rate!!!!LOLZ ......perpahs we were caught red handed in our so called studies !

while other two were still looking wat to do next ,i jumped out throgh the bak door and escaped from the scene using bak door diplomacy......Later mr owner told that every thing was ok .....bu i dont beleve in it !

well that as the end of aventure .......

enough for now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

silence

Sometimes in the volumes of pages,sentences,words & letters unwritten lies ......what we actually wanna say/mean.......!!!!!

whiz whiz whizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........


perhaps i dont wanna say much today.............i was in a great mood to publish a big post today...but something inside is not good ..........feeling of helplessness..........that bloody image processing has become a big un-solvable problem for me ........no help .......no guidence.......no way out ..........i had read that every cloud has a silver lining ......then where is the silver ining of my cloud?

perhaps i dont hav any cloud over me! i am standing in scorching sun......!

sighs

sobs........

BREAKING NEWS

Irfan just told me that viva is postponded!!!!!!

wow ,such a great news ,i am vhappy ,i would like to stand upside down , singing ....
well so free time ahead for the whole day long


another news that goofy is bak ........he is waiting for me in main cafetaria............so i must be ending and rushng towards the cafe' .......

all for now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is october

Well ,this is the first post of the month!
This is october!
A lot of changes in between !
Fans are almost off.
Geasers are on!
Blankets needed in the nights(sometimes) particularly in the late hours.
Got up today at 8:30 am .
Right now I am in Lab.Not in PLC lab where i was supposed to be!rather in IT LAb
Just thought to use net here to pass sometime !
I hav a viva at 2 0' clock .
But i am here, simply jumping and dancing!
i not worried about viva.......As almost whole class is already pass ! so no tensions !
Still i hav to write one practical ,draw a couple of logic diagrams and o' coz some preparation for viva is also not a bad idea......after all i am not that much careless :)
People only hav the habit of giving bad names and then hanging.......i dont bother....!

Well this is the begining of the day ....lets see wat goes on ......!

Well i dont know wats wrong ?
I spent two hours in deptt. just to make the controller circuit working but in vein.perhaps i will hav to burn the programme again..........trouble

Mr. anwar thinks that he is the principal of college...huh."You can not use the office pc." says anwar.

"There is no software for burning ic, in my computer ........i hav reinstalled the window." amjad sahib told me with happiness!

Then where should i go? wat should i do? sometimes i think that i am stuck in a big mess, no way to get out of it ....................No way to solve the problem.

it is just like that: Your plane is going to crash in a couple of minutes, and everybody else in plane is happy, listening music, chewing his fav gum and asking u to check if u hav fasten the seat belt !???????????????

Isn't that really fuuny???????????