appearing again

hmm where i had been for one month?
lost in work? nahh
lost in hallucinations? nahhh
lost in torpidity? yess yesss

so , this one month was almost quite busy, preparing for interviews...and posting cvs and waiting for call letters for interviews! but quite surprising that there had been only two interviews in this whole month! one in faisalabad and the other in lahore torwards which i was actually looking! well i did well !@
satisfying the interview pannel[ whose experience in industry equals your age] with your knowledge is not an easy job.
well lets see wat happens ....
still waiting ......

hopefully i will get there ccall letter soon ....by now i hav refused two jobs; in islamabad and faisalabad; just bcoz i want to stay at home now . staying in hostels for 6 years was a big mess. no more hostel life .....so just waiting for the right job .

now i am almost free..... reading mags . novels .. taking tea ... listening FM , watching test matches and and many more things to waste the time aimlessly......

well my outlook for life on internet is bit changed now..... i hate chatting ... why chatting? why not a fone call? haan ?
its a big mess to get online at times when your friends do come online..... so who has the time to manage ?
atleast i dont want myself to screw up with the clock ......and wait for other person to come online ....simply punch the numbers and talk .. that is v easy .....and a better way as well ...

mostly ppl use internet for entertainment...i had also been doing that ...when me and my friends used to pass the whole nights in internet cafe in university, sitting on one chair infront of screen , till 6 o clok in the morning...
how stupid i had been at these times....now i wonder!

anyway ...lets see wats next!